goin for interview later man

god bless mii!!!!!!!

hellooooo

today, i actually wanted to go home after service... but seraphine took my bag away and dun allow mii to go... hahahaha she wans mii to go for class la ahahaha and thank god fer seraphine, i witness some stuff again...

er i cried.. hahahaha i aso dunno y.. its not the first time le.. the feelin of the holy spirit flowin thru mii.. er i tink almost the whole class cried.. im not sure abt the others, but at first, i seriously no feel lyk cryin or anythin.. brother willy was singin worshippin songs.. i was lyk listenin listenin.. and den lyk suddenly, i felt smth rainin down on mii and i cried too... aaaaaaa a long time since i cried.. and i jus lyk teared uncontrollably... i tot i wun cry...

amazin' God.

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woooo today after service went fer class.. and class was interestin yeah.. althou it ends abit late hahaha we r to sae prayer fer ppl we dun noe or r not berii close with... hhahaha

and btw a few days ago, i almost lost my wallet again.. hhahaha i went food court to eat w my mama and after eatin, i left my wallet on the table and leave.. lol.. after tt we stil go and see shoe all tish and i onli realise my wallet was missin when we r gonna board the train and go home.. cos i nid my ez link card.. lol.. after realisin, i faster rush and dash back to food court w my mama.. hahaha my mama kept sayin it's gone alr cos sho long liao.. hhaha but..... THANK GOD!!!! my mama ask the clean table auntie and she says she gave the office le.. and i went to office to collect.. it's lyk a miracle laaaa and i seriouslyyyy thank godddddd!!!!! it's lyk the 2nd time! the first time was when im w yuzhen and genia.. the clean table de uncle found it... (:

i jus thank God for everythin he does in my life laaa.. sometimes u jus noe it sho well tt it's God laaa.. who can b more wonderful den you man!!!!! continue to stir in my heart!

sometimes God will drop u small small thingy to let u noe He's there.. to sort of lyk remind u smth? especially when u're seekin fer Him.. or when u're startin to go astray... or when u're havin doubt.. i feel tt God always drop those thingy at the right times... and i reali thank Him for it.....

GOD ROCKS.

god ish good!! i realise tt the joy in my heart ish always frm god.. in the thingy god hab blessed mii with.. friends.. food.. clothes.. hahaha god ish always here.. He's everywhere.. He's always knockin on our door.. but it's our choice whether we wan to open the door to let Him in... sho dun ask where ish god.. dun search sho hard.. cos he might b jus beside u.. ask if u hab invited him in... tish ish smth i always remind myself too.. hahahah

god bless everyone.... live with the joy... GOD ISH GOOD!!!!!

FM Static - Dear God

Dear god i wrote this letter,
To put my thoughts on paper,
Sometimes life seems like a criminal,
Without a well planned caper
I know you're the answer,
But i forget the question,
How do i know you love me,
When no one else, seems to care

I've tried everything i thought,
Might help me understand things,
And it didn't tell me anything,
Or even play my heart strings
So i'm writing you this letter,
To wait for your reply,
I am so tired, of not believing,
I'll give you a try

I don't know, but i got this feeling,
That today's gonna be my turning point,
Everyday i get a little bit closer,
It feels so good to finally be over
I don't know, but i think i'm learning,
This type of thing, Never been my calling card,
Sometimes you just gotta look closer,
Instead of searchin' so hard

So when i start to get down,
And the world fills up around me,
And my head starts
Spinnin' like a top,
From the way my heart beat's pounding
I can look up for a second,
And know that i'm alright,
I spent so long, not believing,
It's my turn to fly

I don't know, but i got this feeling,
That today's gonna be my turning point,
Everyday i get a little bit closer,
It feels so good to finally be over
And i don't know, but i think i'm learning,
This type of thing, never
Been my calling card,
Sometimes you just gotta look closer,
Instead of searchin' so hard


Sometimes you just gotta look closer, instead of searchin' so hard.

okie yuzhen i shall update lor haahahaha

okies i shall blog abt.... my world and my thinkin... hahahaha

i seldom tink alot.. cos im reali reali lazy and sometimes ish reali hack care la hahaha

i try my best to live my life fer today and onli today la tml come le den worry again la hahaha

sho i hardly plan for my life.. jus tak wadever tt comes lor

mayb bcos of tish character of mine... sometimes its hard to fit into tish world baa cos ppl r always thinkin.. r always plannin... and hab manii manii stuff in their small little brain. whereas for mii, i tink my brain ish empty inside hahaha cos i reali no lyk to think.. the more i tink the more i affected...

and i lyk to listen to rock music... i dunno since when i lyk... last time i no lyk one... i tink i changed... hahaha i used to hate changes... but after i grow up, i learnt changes r inevitable... hahahaha and i lyk fightin fightin de movies... cos they're interestin...

and mayb bcos i've always been seein all those movies and hearin all those songs... i start to get immune to the thingy i see... lyk even if i c those sad sad thingy, i rarely get sad anymore... in fact sometimes i hab no feelings.. lyk cold-blooded lidat hahaha i dunno if it's gd

i wan to b myself... to b who i am... i noe it's hard to please everyone... sho now i tink... if u treat mii as a fren.. u're likin mii for the way i am... but if u no treat mii as fren or no lyk mii.. u no lyk the way i am... and sometimes no matter how u change how u change, ppl aso no lyk... sho.... jus b myself laaa.. and if i no talk to u doesn't mean i no lyk u... i seldom no lyk ppl one la... it's jus tt im abit shy laaa.. im quite scare ppl tok to mii.. cos i dunno wad to say... cos my brain ish quite empty one u see... lol....

i actually quite lyk being a loner... tts y i hab quite little friends.... as in those reali can talk until berii long one... quite hard to find but im glad i found some... but sometimes when im at home ppl wil ask y i appear offline ar... all tish... cos i wan my own space ma.. when im alone i can do the thingy i wan and i lyk.. i no nid care other thingy ma.. tt's y alone ish gd.. i tink.. hahaha

and of cos im glad i hab my heavenly father... of cos sometimes i wil lose faith... i wil ask myself why such thingy happen all tish... but i noe He sure hab His own reason... and hab everythin in His mind..... sho i trust Him.

okies hope u all noe a little more abt mii, but all tish ish onli now laaaa ppl change... and change and change... sho mayb nx time i'll blog more abt myself again lor.. hahahaha