tish ish life.

2010-09-17T20:11:00.001+08:00

Yo, I've moved to http://belslife.tumblr.com/

2010-09-16T22:12:00.001+08:00

Let's all make believe.

2010-09-16T21:41:00.005+08:00

Darling couple.

2010-09-14T20:42:00.001+08:00

Tomorrow will be a new job, new environment. I don't know what's awaiting me but i'm certainly looking forward to it.

2010-09-13T07:02:00.003+08:00

It's okay to have little friends, i have little friends too in fact i'm more of a loner. Mean people often stays as a group and have many friends around. They can be really mean to loners and outcasts. But don't be afraid 'cause you know you'll find friends who likes you for who you are and they're the people that matters. Be yourself, people might hate or dissed at you but you know they don't matter.

2010-09-12T08:50:00.010+08:00

Morning all. Just ate cornflakes with milk. It's delectable! Do you like the first song from my playlist? The man who sold the world. It is actually by David Bowie but Nirvana made a cover of it and i prefer his version. Because of this song, i went to listen to some 70's hit songs and totally love The Beatles! They're really good. Shall continue more later when i come back. (:
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Afternoon all, i'm back. Hahaha i almost missed the church bus on the way there. Luckily i ran unsightly. Hahaha. On the way home, i missed the church bus. So i walked to the station. I was burning under the sun. Madness hot weather. While in the train i was craving for muffins. So aft i alight, i went to look for muffins. Searched high and low for them. I was surprised that bakeries hasn't start baking their muffins yet at this hour! All the bakeries in my area! So i bought it at Prime supermarket. I took a bite just now, it was super oily. ): So now i'm eating cornflakes with milk again. (: It really tastes better with HL milk. 'Cause most of the time we ate with cheapo milk you see. Haha.

Btw, watched the movie, The Runaways. It's a heavily rock & roll movie. Kristen Stewart acted so well. Image's totally different from Twilight.

2010-09-10T09:52:00.008+08:00

Yo!

Guess what? Long weekend! Yeah, but i still woke up early cause of my biological clock. But it's a chilling and relaxing morning. Doesn't have to rush and all. Hahaha i always woke up super early for work but always got too caught up with youtube and lost track of time and started rushing and running in my hse. Den my mum will open her bedroom door and says, "Wake up so early dunno what you doing". Fyi, she always says the same verse. Lmao! It's like a routine.

First i'll wake up super early, bath and watch youtube. Then i'll start runnin ard in the hse. And my mum will open her bedroom door and say that same verse. Like a routine (:

It's gonna rain soon. Or isit alr rainin. Mmmm i'll stay at home today and do smth fruitful. Like.... (drumroll) Watch some How I Met Your Mother and Family Guy! Lmao!

Btw, i've found a permanent job. Starting work soon. No more temp job. Yeah, like finally. (:

Hahaha i'll always have a celebrity crush every now and then and my current one now is Brandon Flowers from The Killers! He berii man got moustache. Quite diff from Jonas Bros, he's more to Leonardo Dicaprio. Hees.

2010-09-08T22:58:00.006+08:00

Dear God, i believe in You. Be it good or bad, i believe in You. And these are not just words.

2010-09-07T22:58:00.004+08:00

Hi all, shall update on my life. (:

I've sent alot of resumes out, abit too much i guess. But only few reverts. Today i gone for one, tml another. Shall see how, hopefully good news. I've received alot of disappointments, but i'm still clinging on to hope don't worry. Hahaha

As for my current temp job, i'm still packing stuff. This time round, Children's Day envelops! I've not been doing my job well, so like gotten some stares, hearing some stern voice. But it's still alrite la. I can tolerate. Hahahaha i'm super duper quiet in my workplace. Can be like whole day sitting there without talking. Guess i'm not used to or.. guess i'm weird.

It's always like this. I always have a hard time opening up to people. I'm not really a berii quiet person. I like to play and have fun. But some people will think i'm realli realli quiet and emo cos i can be really quiet when i can't open up. Especially with a group of people i dunno. I really don't know what to say. My mind is literally blank. Like if they ask me questions, my mind is still blank. And i always get away by laughing. Awwww creepy me.

But with my friends, there're alot of stuff i wanna share. Alot of stuff i wanna say. I don't mind how they feel or think about me, i just want to say and play.

Is this.... split personality???? Hahahahahahahaha

Btw, just finished watching Camp Rock 2. Alot of songs this time round, more than the previous one. My favourite's Introducing Me by Nick Jonas. Adorable (:

Bye guys.

2010-09-06T22:03:00.004+08:00

Alrite, back to Rock & Roll!!!!!!! \m/

mm. I'm still more comfortable with alternative rock i conclude.

2010-09-04T13:12:00.003+08:00

Awwww i adore Howie Day's voice. I'm very into songs and voice like his now. They subdue all burdens away.. Hahahahhaha

and James Morrison too! Listen to his Wonderful World (:

Rites, I'm off & out! (:

2010-09-02T06:59:00.005+08:00

I've caught inception for the 2nd time! and i understood the movie alr. so lik in the end Leonardo Dicaprio was stil in the dream. cos the thingy ish stil spinnin... how cool but how sad... youngly was rite.. it's actually not berii hard to understand.. as long as you hear carefully wad they're sayin.. hahahahhaha

btw i rejected the Prudential job offer alr.. cos lik the salary package was unappealing laaaa. ): i've wasted so much time i noe )': so lik now i'm searchin jobs again while workin tish temp job.. and i've tish super lovely colleague who asked mii to send her my resume and re-took a resume photo for mii and helped mii edit my resume.. and my cover letter too.. now it bcame berii pro... lmao!!! at least to mii la. aaaa thank God for her!!!!! ((((:

and Sera sent mii tish berii cute email from Abuja!!!!! ((((((:

2010-08-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hi readers(if there're any hehehe),

i've got alot to share. but i don't noe where to start. I seriously think i've got split personality. hahahhahaha. i shall end here.

(dun bash miii) XD

2010-08-30T21:18:00.006+08:00

Take care Seraphine, have a safe & blessed trip.

2010-08-30T07:15:00.001+08:00

GROWN UPS = LMAO!! XD

2010-08-28T18:00:00.004+08:00

When you wish for smth simple, things always get complicated.

Perhaps the easiest stuff might be the hardest afterall.

2010-08-27T18:34:00.001+08:00

You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singin

2010-08-23T23:00:00.001+08:00

Haiis. Bad news. Super bad news.

2010-08-23T06:50:00.002+08:00

Both Inception's and Salt's endings make u go "WTH!!!!!!!!!" hahahahahhaa

2010-08-21T12:32:00.007+08:00

Since Ke$ha came out, i've been thinkin she looks like someone. And today, i saw a few of her youtube clips and realised who she looked like! I googled and found this!

Left's Ke$ha, Right's Blake Lively from Gossip Girl!!! No comparison involved, but they look super alike right!!!! (:

2010-08-20T07:05:00.005+08:00

Check out the cool dance moves.

If you like crappy movies you so gonna love Napoleon Dynamite! If you like serious stuff you so gonna hate it! hahahahahahaha

2010-08-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

Thank God! Seriously there're so much to be thankful about and mustn't to be taken for granted.

2010-08-15T21:24:00.001+08:00

It's too late to pretend.
You know me better than I know myself.
Don't take my heart and put it on a shelf.
Always someone else
The next guy who will
Make your cold heart melt
I'm gonna give my love to someone else. Yeah

2010-08-14T09:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGXIAN!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!!!

Yay, i'm Kelly's date for her birthday today. (:

2010-08-11T21:31:00.012+08:00

A colleague of mine is leavin her current position soon. She handed over all her stuff to mii and from nx week on i'm goin to do her stuff alr. She's goin to do other different stuff. But i'm onli a temp staff and leavin pretty soon. Shouldn't they hire a full-timer to take over her duty and position? If i leave alr they mus hire another person and teach everythin all over again? I was thinkin now all the letters have my name all this. What if prudential contact mii for the job and i got to leave. What's gonna happen to all the stuff now? Wouldn't i be berii irresponsible? Haiis. I thought i was just a temp staff.

Problem is, prudential hasn't contacted mii. I went for three times interview for Prudential leh. I've been refreshin my hotmail, anticipatin everyday but there's no confirmation. Sign, i shall not put my hopes high. I'll jus do what i'm doin now bah

2010-08-09T16:48:00.000+08:00

Firefly come back to me make the night as bright as day

2010-08-09T09:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 45TH S'PORE!

2010-08-08T18:16:00.007+08:00

LA LA BABY LA LA BABY

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seriously y cant nick jonas be older lik same age as joe jonas. but he's the smallest jonas brother. i'm lik supportin a xiao didi lidat. but he's so cute la how

2010-08-08T08:49:00.006+08:00

watched jonas brothers concert hahahahaha NICK JONAS IS SOOOO CUTE!!!!! but he's so damn young la!!!!! haiisssssssss

2010-08-06T22:23:00.003+08:00

right choice, wrong choice, ups and downs. make us alive in this life of ours.

life is full of changes, one minute u're this way, havin this thought, the nx min smth else happens, the thought is diminished and here comes the nx thought. so which is the real you? with all the changes in unpredictable times in our lives, we stil gonna know who we are, at the same time adaptin to the situations. this could be mind-blowin.

2010-08-03T22:31:00.004+08:00

finished watchin this! it's berii lame & funny. i actually like it! lmao! watchin Gerard Butler keeps remindin mii of him in 300! tt image too epic! hehehe ♥

2010-08-03T06:58:00.002+08:00

2010-07-31T20:44:00.001+08:00

2010-07-30T23:13:00.004+08:00

They are shooting stars-a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. And in a flash, they're gone.

2010-07-30T21:03:00.015+08:00

Pack up - Eliza Doolittle

I get tired and upset
And I'm trying to care a little less
When I google I only get depressed
I was taught to dodge those issues I was told

Don't worry
Cos no doubt
there's always something to cry about
And when your stuck in an angry crowd
they don't think what they say before they open their mouth

You gotta

Pack Up your troubles in your old kit bag and bury them beneath the sea
I don't care what the people may say what the people may say about me

Pack Up your troubles get your old grin back don't worry 'bout the cavalry

I don't care what the whisperers say cos they whisper too loud for me

Hot topic
Maybe I should drop it
It's a touchy subject
And I like to tiptoe round the ship going down

You got pennies but no pounds
So if your business is running out
It's not business to talk about
But they don't think what they say before they open their mouth

You gotta

Pack Up your troubles in your old kit bag and bury them beneath the sea
I don't care what the people may say what the people may say about me

Pack Up your troubles get your old grin back don't worry bout the cavalry
I don't care what the whisperers say cos they whisper too loud for me

Tweet Tweet Tweet Tweet Tweet

Pack Up your troubles in your old kit bag and bury them beneath the sea
I don't care what the people may say what the people may say about me
Pack Up your troubles get your old grin back don't worry bout the cavalry

I don't care what the whisperers say cos they whisper too loud for me

Yeah

2010-07-28T22:35:00.001+08:00

jus had a primary sch gatherin! joy and laughter!

2010-07-25T08:36:00.001+08:00

2010-07-21T07:34:00.004+08:00

yea,finally caught twilight eclipse.

i've caught the 2 movies i've been wantin to watch tish month. inception & twilight.yay,i'm contented with my life alr, i can die in peace alr. lmao! inception is better thou. it's berii cool, do catch it!

the crazies seems nice. but i scared to watch manxz.

2010-07-17T00:54:00.008+08:00

okie, i'm goin to blog in detailed. i'll start from, when i quitted NUH.

NUH is my first interview aft i finished polytechnic. and im super lucky to be able to get the job so fast. so lik everythin is super smooth. secure job and good salary.

aft a few months, it's not suitable for mii. i wanna leave. mayb cos of the peer pressure that kelly's quittin her job too. and my job's pressure is gettin more and more each day. i simply left without thinkin. without even findin another job. i was thinkin of takin a break, takin a rest, find what i wanna do. i wanna do HR, i wanna do Arts related. there's mani thingy i wanna try and is interested in.

but, it's not as easy as it seems. i've sent resumes and received no replies at all, went for interviews but no response aft tt, job scope is competitive etc. feelin super demoralised. kelly found a job, i feel even more pressured, everyone else's workin. and i'm watchin dramas at home everyday etc. i even start to doubt my decision of leavin NUH. but aft tt came to my senses tt it's actually a right decision, i shldn't let the current situation affect my thinkin.

shiqi got mii a retail line job. i noe i'm not suitable for sales job. but i nid money and she nids help for the shop. but tt means i couldn't go church on weekends anymore. but i decide to work anyways.

but aft tt, an agency called mii and said there's an admin job available. five days week. but interview clashes with my retail job. and i'm so thankful that shiqi let mii go for the admin job interview. seriously. she nids ppl for the job but she stil lets mii go and lik i'm reali sorry towards her and seriously thankful.

i was so excited and went for the interview and lik it didnt turned out fine. they questioned mii quite alot and i was thinkin mayb another rejection. i told kelly and i was super sad. but aft tt the agency called and told mii they wanted mii for the job. i was lik not havin much emotion but i called kelly and told her and she's more happier than mii and i feel the happiness in her and i realise tt i finally had a job man. i'm reali happy and lik kelly's so happy for mii so aft tt we met for a small celebration lmao!

den we talked about life. we seldom hab such an in-depth chat cos we're always talkin rubbish.

shiqi and kelly are my sweet friends and i reali nid to thank God cos lik i can still go church now and i guess it's His will. it's like i'm thankful so i tink what i have is lik given to mii, puttin onto mii. so lik i'm seriously thankful.

and i've learnt, even if u're fallin flat, even if you're wrong, there's always an open door for you. don't be afraid (:

don't be afraid of changes, embrace them, follow your heart. you'll feel much more alive. (:

2010-07-16T11:36:00.006+08:00

What if you sleep. what if in your sleep you dreamt. what if in your dream you went to heaven and there plucked a strange and beautiful flower. what if you woke up and had that flower in your hand, what then?

2010-07-15T14:15:00.002+08:00

Inception's out in cinema!

2010-07-15T12:07:00.007+08:00

2010-07-12T14:55:00.002+08:00

2010-07-12T11:34:00.002+08:00

haiis. life hasn't been smooth for me. alot of stuff didnt go the way i wanted.. it's like cropped up here and there and everywhere.. but i noe i've got to gather my emotions and stil believe..

what i can say is...life is not a bed of roses..and never will it be..

btw Spain wins world cup!

2010-07-11T08:44:00.004+08:00

im scared

2010-07-10T14:03:00.004+08:00

Damn, I wish I would've seen it comin
Cause I blink for a second and you caught me slippin

woot this is so catchy!!! i can freakin listen to this all day longggggg! ahahahaha

2010-07-08T22:34:00.001+08:00

the amazin parrot predicts holland wil win the world cup.....

2010-07-08T15:56:00.003+08:00

Zac Efron

Chace Crawford

i tink both of them look quite alike...

but both aso hamsome laaaaa!!! hehehehehehehehe

2010-07-07T10:39:00.021+08:00

a flint that sparks a flame that will either flicker and burn out or continue with a warming glow..

there're millions of them but only one can make your dreams come true with a warm glow

ytd i went for an interview.. i tink it's.... superb! hahaha as in the job scope all these u noe.. i lik.. but they said they nid lik a week or so to confirm if im qualified for 2nd interview and tt's lik so longgg leh ):

and ytd i got to chat with... aaaaaah im goin crazy. but i noe it's onli for a day ): but it's enough la for mii hahaha crazy

2010-07-05T22:46:00.003+08:00

i've got.. the bestest friend in the whole world..

she's like, reali my BFF (:

2010-07-04T20:07:00.001+08:00

acoustic and soft rock songs can be so soothin.. okies i shall listen to lesser hardcore songs.. for the time being. hahaha

2010-07-03T12:21:00.003+08:00

kelly came my hse ytd. we watched some k pop clips and some clips of people fallin down. ahahahhaha those runway models.. they kept fallin down.. the floor so slippery..

i like G Dragon. the song, heartbreaker keeps repeatin in my mind hahahaha
HEART X5 BREAKER!

my stomach is gettin much better yayyyyyy i wanna eat icecream man ytd went to eat dinner at mac with kelly. she's eatin tt stupid icecream hahahhaha but i couldn't cos of my stomach hahhahaa i ate cupcorn instead haiis

when will G Dragon come to s'pore????????

2010-07-02T22:53:00.004+08:00

i'm a human. i'm not like some angels. i make mistakes. in future, i'm still gonna make mistakes. i'm a human.

2010-07-01T12:20:00.019+08:00

Leonardo Dicaprio! man isn't he? hahaahhahaa.

i watched a movie marathon of some of the movies he's in. all so cool! my fav is Blood Diamond. at first i thought it's just some African movie. hahaahaaha cos the startin was berii African. but i pushed myself to continue cos i know Leonardo Dicaprio always pick good movies to act. as i continue, it's amazin! super cool! and super deep movie!

watched the departed too, another cool one! it's american version of infernal affairs. actually i prefer the hongkong version. cos it's more logical to mii. but the departed was great as well! Leonardo Dicaprio damn cool!

his new one,inception, will be out soon! anticipate leh! hahaahahhha

show u all the thriller!

2010-06-29T15:52:00.004+08:00

today im reali reali tired. part of it might be the on & off stomach-ache. i lao sai again this mornin. hahhahahhaa. den now okie alr. it's on & off. tink berii fun isit. hahahahha.

today i went for a job interview. they made me do 3 personality tests. i do until super stress. forehead sweat somemore. like rippin my soul apart. hahahahahahaha. i dunno why, but i find the tests berii scary.

i was pondering about the job. i dunno why am i so serious ponderin cos they haven't even say they wanna shortlist me. hahahahaha. i reached home, my elder bro asked mii how isit. den i told him. he said smth to me, reali brings me back to my senses. it sort of answered all the questions in my heart. sometimes, i reali admire my bro. he's like a personal life coach to me. and cos he's my family, i trusted him with all my heart.

yea, i feel happy for kelly. i think that nth beats workin for a job u reali like and have been wantin to work for.i can feel the happiness in her.

aft tt kelly brought me to a salon to cut my hair.

hahahhahha.this post like jump here and there.

i'm reali tired.......

2010-06-28T08:41:00.003+08:00

my chemical romance is seriously the best out of the best! hahahhahaha.

2010-06-27T13:45:00.002+08:00

haha.

ytd i had the worse diarrhoa and stomach-ache ever! stupid nasi lemak! hahahahhaha

2010-06-26T09:52:00.003+08:00

yay im jobless now.hahahahahaha.i tink stayin at home are the best days in my life.cos the world is scary outside.hahahahahha.but my dad always stress mii to find a job.hahaha.sometimes i don't wan to go out of my room and have direct interaction with my dad.cos he saw mii he'll ask got find job anot.nice job no wan to work go and quit.all this.hahahahhahaha.but i've been findin la.haha.

this few days i've the most enjoyed days u noe.i sleep till naturally wake up,wake up alr stil can lie on bed til god knows what time.can sleep late.played lappy the whole day,watch dramas,laze ard, blast the music,be in my own world.hahahahahaha.i reali cherish the moments man.hahahahaha.but life can't be like this forever.if onli it can.hahahaha.but i noe it won't and it can't.yea.

2010-06-24T17:49:00.003+08:00

It's not always rainbows and butterflies,
sometimes it's just razorblades and handguns.

2010-06-23T18:12:00.009+08:00

this drama's cool! but gore at times man! what if science reali take life into such a level beyond,woo,it's mind-blowin!

2010-06-20T23:07:00.006+08:00

'Nail pierced hands they run with blood
A splitting brow forced by the thorns
His face is writhing with the pain yet it's comforting to me'

2010-06-19T08:23:00.006+08:00

Starlights
wide sky
can you smell the freedom
the stars are beyond our reach
so give them the freedom to sparkle
____

Trains in the sky
Are traveling through fragments of time
They're taking me to parts of my mind
That no one can find
I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal, I'm ready to feel

2010-06-18T23:45:00.002+08:00

No one feels another's grief, no one understands another's joy. People imagine they can reach one another. In reality they only pass each other by.

2010-06-18T07:36:00.000+08:00

Ke$ha! hahahaha. she's so crazy. (:

2010-06-17T07:12:00.000+08:00

so nice ):

2010-06-14T19:16:00.009+08:00

When life gives you lemon, make lemonade. If life gives you tomato, make Bloody Mary.

hahahahha. this sounds scary and cool man. the bloody mary part.

i don't wan to see typical stuff, i don't wan to feel typical stuff. i wan to break freeeeeeeeeeee.

Music always provide an escape.

2010-06-12T23:38:00.016+08:00

this is awesome. i thought it was a typical-love-story movie but it's not. i like how aggressive robert pattinson was in the film. it has an unexpected endin which got mii quite a shock. hahahhahahahahha.

2010-06-11T06:35:00.014+08:00

Eminem. this is from relapse album i think. he looks like he hasn't aged at all hor. hahahahha.

this is eminem's new song, Not Afraid. i like this song. this is one of my fav songs after World behind my wall(Tokio Hotel) and No matter what(T.I).

whenever i feel no one understands, i like to listen to Eminem's songs. i guess we are lookin for someone or somethin that understands. or have been in the same situation before. somethin you can relate to.

i am actually glad there're artists like Eminem, Lady Gaga, My Chemical Romance, Green Day. their songs are different. their characters too tt's why they can make these different music. in their songs, i can find true freedom. true feelings. dunno how to say. you can onli relate to things that are true, not commercial. tt's why i lik rock music and performance. cos they're lettin all out. they're so real and you can feel it. dunno how to say. hahahahaha.

2010-06-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

2010-06-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

I have nothin but a heart of feelings. for me to follow.

2010-06-06T15:15:00.000+08:00

'Can you hear me cry out to you
Words I thought I'd choke on figure out.
I'm really not so with you anymore.
I'm just a ghost,
So I can't hurt you anymore
So I can't hurt you anymore'

2010-06-05T23:44:00.003+08:00

CRAZYYYYY.

WHEN YOU'RE CRAZY, YOU FEEL ALIVE. SOMETIMES ITS GOOD TO BE CRAZY ONCE IN A WHILE. BUT IF YOU'RE CRAZY PPL WILL JUDGE YOU, THINK THAT YOU'RE WEIRD ETC ETC. SIMPLY BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT IN THE NORM. BUT BEING CRAZY IS DOING THE STUFF YOU WANNA DO AND HACK CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHERS SAY. IT PAYS TO BE CRAZY. BUT YOU'LL FEEL ALIVE, FEEL YOU'RE TRUE TO YOURSELF. CRAZY DOESN'T MEAN YOU GO DO ALL THOSE EVIL AND BAD STUFF. CRAZY IS JUST BEING YOURSELF AND DOING THE THINGY YOU WAN, EVEN IF PEOPLE WERE TO CALL YOU CRAZY. IT TAKES COURAGE TO BE CRAZY.
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AND RESPECT. EVERYONE IN THE WORLD NEEDS RESPECT. I'VE SEEN ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO DOESN'T GIVE RESPECT TO PEOPLE. I'VE EXPERIENCED NOT HAVING RESPECT FROM PEOPLE TOO. IT'S A TOUGH EXPERIENCE AND FEELIN. IT CAN REALLI BRING YOU DOWN DOWN DOWN. SO RESPECT PEOPLE. COS IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA RESPECT OTHERS, NOBODY'S GONNA RESPECT YOU MAN ASSSSSSS.

2010-06-01T06:45:00.006+08:00

this is my fav song currently. and gerard way is my fav singer and person currently. there's a meanin behind my chemical romance's songs somehow. and i can relate to the meanin.

i actually went to dye my hair purple. but not reali purplish one ya, abit black aso. rofl hahahahahahahahaha. brinjallllllllllll.

2010-05-30T20:40:00.003+08:00

2010 world cup table tennis team champion = SINGAPORE!!!!!

feng tian wei!

2010-05-29T10:36:00.000+08:00

ha,cool.

2010-05-28T10:27:00.003+08:00

You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

You're on the phone
With your girlfriend
She's upset
She's going off about
Something that you said
'cause she doesn't get your humor
Like I do

I'm in the room
It's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music
She doesn't like
She'll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can't help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey what you doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain
I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

If you could see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you
See you belong with me
Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

[Instrumental]

Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh
When you know you're about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it's with me

Can't you see
That I'm the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can't you see?
You belong with me.

Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me
_________

love this lyrics soooooooooooooooooooo much. hahahahaha. it's bittersweet.

2010-05-27T22:37:00.006+08:00

I am currently reading this book, The Innocent Man by John Crisham.

Synopsis

http://www.shvoong.com/books/1748904-innocent-man/

The main character in this non-fiction book is a complex man named Ronald Williamson, who is from a small town called Ada,Oklahoma. He is falsely accused of
murdering a young cocktail waitress named Debbie Carter. The book takes us from his humble beginnings as the son of a door to door salesman, to a career as a
professional baseball player and then to the terror of being arrested and convicted of a crime he did not commit. The contributing factors to his wrongful conviction were unreliable evidence,false confessions and bogus informants. He is eventually sentenced to Death by Lethal Injection and spends a lengthy time in prison, enduring all sorts of harrowing experiences along the way.

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Have you been like this? Been accused of somethin or someone you're not the whole of your life and take up the consequences that is needless to take?

When life sucks to the bottomline, don't ever let your faith be tarnished. Let your faith rise above all your circumstances man.

2010-05-27T21:39:00.025+08:00

Yeah, tml onwards 3 days straight no work, holiday + weekend. hahahaha but monday will be hell for me. need to do friday, saturday, sunday and monday stuff man. there're changes in my work. actually feel quite sad cos already berii close with those i collaborate with le. the aunties all. hahahaha they berii nice one leh. everytime got thingy ask them do they will nag nag mii abit la. but in the end all help mii finish it up de. den today, see them help mii chiong the stuff. even though it's their job la cos they nvr finish. lol. but lik they got alot of other stuff to do de. got one auntie sick somemore. den lik they still try to chiong for me. lik they nag mii le, den i tot aiya, mayb they not givin mii anymore today liao. but in the end they called mii and tell mii they done finish le all tish. lik reali is chiong out for mii one. emotions stirrin up within leh. cos lik nx time mayb not collaboratin with them anymore. haiis.

but we got to believe we're going to survive through every circumstances and changes in life.

jus that, will feel sad la. ):

no matter what others say, when you can feel the kindness of the souls of people, that's when you noe the world is still beautiful. no matter how bad your circumstances are or how people think about you. it's about followin your heart, trustin in what you feel.

2010-05-23T22:53:00.007+08:00

Risk it all or not.
Risk it all and have somethin you want.
Risk it all and you lose everythin.
Risk it all and you may not even have what you have.
Risk it all and you may not even have what you want.
If you're not goin to risk it all.
You'll have N.O.T.H.I.N.G.

so are you gonna risk it all.

2010-05-22T23:05:00.007+08:00

you're like an addictive drug
which is always out of reach

i can be indifferent about alot of stuff
but there're some thingy i couldn't be indifferent about
i know that's my weakness.

but how can you be so indifferent.
you're so unpredictable, yet so amazin.

2010-05-20T22:47:00.010+08:00

you can see it in their eyes.
those who never say die.
_____

people step on you
people disrespect you
people bullied you
people ain't true to you
people speak ill of you
people doesn't like you
people condemn you
people doesn't understand you
people judge you
People call you weirdo just because you doesn't fit in the norm.

but.. who cares. God created you just the way you are. Don't ever change yourself to cater to them. Be true to yourself. Respect yourself, love yourself. They ain't worthy of your anythin. Only take advice from the ones you respect.

who cares about the others who bring you down. Be yourself.

2010-05-19T06:58:00.006+08:00

Happiness and sorrowfulness make us feel so ALIVE!

This song made me teared abit man. check out the lyrics man.

2010-05-17T22:13:00.001+08:00

This is nice.

2010-05-16T23:50:00.005+08:00

back from seraphine's house. she's sick. get well soon.

happy birthday friend.
u're awesomely great and you wouldn't noe how much difference u've made in my life.
i appreciate and thank God for u.

when you have a friend who touches ur heart and accept you for who you are.
understands and doesn't judge you.
you'll be more than contented.

2010-05-16T15:38:00.000+08:00

happy birthday seraphine and stef!

2010-05-15T08:39:00.018+08:00

the tiger is awaitin
awaitin to pounce on you
quick, strong and fierce
u're alone out in the wood
u're runnin, it's chasin
u're laughin, it's roarin
the eyes of the tiger
fierce and sinister

laugh laugh
laugh and run for ur life
it's either you live or die
laugh laugh
laugh and run for ur life
don't even let it see fear in ur eyes.

it pounces on you
feeds on you till nth's left.
but till the very end
u'll nvr see any fear in the eyes.
the two fearless creatures out in the wood
the tiger and the dude.

2010-05-14T07:15:00.006+08:00

standards of people are up there
high in the air
they're out of reach
don't bother to live up to people's standard
don't exhaust yourself to runnin to other people's standard for yourself
run for your own standard
live up to your OWN standard.
be true to what you wanna.

2010-05-11T12:13:00.017+08:00

you see them as fools
but are you even in their shoes
you judge what they say and do
you think you're cool
but they're 10000 times cooler than you
the world is for God to rule
not you.

those souls inside are broken and torn
they do.
but they'll never fall
they won't.

2010-05-09T21:01:00.004+08:00

life is made up of choices
it's confusin and plenty to learn
it's hard to keep my innocence
from the various temptations

there's a voice in my heart
which i will listen
i'll push the logic aside
logic makes u fear, makes u think twice
sometimes we ought to listen with the heart, not the mind

transform weakness into strength
hurt will become scars.

for when we look back at the scars, we know that scars make us stronger.

2010-05-09T00:02:00.003+08:00

happy mothers' day to all mums especially my mum. hahahahahahaa

Weekends!

2010-05-08T09:59:00.012+08:00

yeah, be a dumbasssssss hhahahahahaaa

it's weekend but i still hab one more monthly report not done. it's the most difficult one so i keep procrastinatin. hahahaha okie,i'll do it on mon! cos tt's the deadline! rofl!

Proud.

2010-05-06T22:32:00.019+08:00

today, i've completed a monthly report by myself! oh my..... super happy.... it's like i felt sho happy after i completed them! but i tried to keep cool. hahaha but deep inside i reali feel lyk burstin in joy. God noes how happy im la.

den today went tuition centre. today the kids got new pattern again. when class almost ended, they wrote food menu on the board. and asked mii wad i wan to order. hahahahaha the boys and girls are competin who have more food on their menu. cutexzxxzzz. they noe i write with left hand, they tried writin my name usin left hand. and it became super ugly. haha

my workload in my job is increasing. but i'll try my best for tuition centre.

Home.

2010-05-05T21:40:00.015+08:00

Follow the flow of ur heart and passion! tt's where you find home.

Home is where your heart is.

when ur heart is in the right place, there'll be no struggles, onli ease. it's called home. sho dun fight for whatever that is worthless. fight onli for the thingy tt stir up passion in ur heart! and it'll all be worth it.

it's not the world u're competing with, it's u urself and ur heart.

Parting.

2010-05-02T17:30:00.007+08:00

Leavin and partin are parts and parcels of life. what more if it's for a good cause!

so i won't be sad.

i'm so gonna miss u but i noe u'll be someone so much better when u're back!

take care my friend! god bless for ur trainings. (:

Iron Man & Elfen Lied.

2010-04-30T23:22:00.013+08:00

okie, i'm going to watch iron man 1 online first before i watch iron man 2. hahaha

i've finished an anime, elfen lied. it's quite bloody and gore.. if u can stand claymore, u shld b able to watch this.. but after you noe the story behind everythin abt Lucy, and the other characters, it's quite sad la.. hahahah almost each character in this anime has got their own story behind...

this is the trailer. can go watch it if it interests u ^^

My God.

2010-04-29T23:59:00.009+08:00

Thank You My Lord, My Saviour, For Everythin In My Life.

It's because of Your love, that keeps my faith moving on.

Be it good or bad, God loves you

Hebrews 13:8(NLT) Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.

Hanging By Moment.

2010-04-28T06:49:00.016+08:00

I'm desperate for changing
I'm starving for truth
I'm closer to where I’ve started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me

Now.. I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing ELSE to find
There's nothing in the world
That could change my mind
There is nothing else…
There is nothing else…
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
Closer to where I’ve started
Chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing i know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
(here with you)
Hanging by a moment…
(here with you)
Hanging by a moment...
(here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you...

Hi all, may God's grace be with you. ^^

Munchy's!

2010-04-27T06:20:00.007+08:00

hello have you all eaten munchy's oat krunch before???? or am i the onli one tt's livin in the well.. hahahhaa

my colleague bought it and gave mii some to eat hahaha and i fell in love with it! i lik the hazelnut one...

hahaha tish ish not an advertorial ar... jus expressin my love for it hahahaha cos i seldom eat biscuit or snacks de ma... but this is irresistible la... ytd i went to buy a box le... hahhaha i bought hazelnut one.. dunno u all lik it anot but i reali find it so nice la!!!!!! jus wan to share share hahahaha

Life this week.

2010-04-24T09:51:00.014+08:00

hi, it's sat again! yeah, it's weekends again! cool! time passes fast and slow at the same time. hhahaha sho contradictin..

how i spend tish week nehss.. i've been accidently bumpin into jinhua for 2 times! hahaha the 2nd time she was jus standin beside mii and i didn't even notice rofl.. i jus sense someone beside mii look at mii and turn away. den she called my name... den i realise, it's jinhua again! hahaha den we go walk walk at pasar malam.. and... tragic happened... i dropped my hp on the floor and it died on me! haiis. sad moment.

and lik tue i went to catch a movie with kelly kang bee lian aft our work and dinner.

we watched this!

it's about superheroes. hahaha but we were super tired in the cinema.. we complaint tired to each other. hahaha but the fightin scenes managed to keep us awake la.. hahahaha and there's no chinese subtitle rofl!!!!! sho we kept askin each other "jus now he say wad ar?" rofl!!!!!

den mon and thurs went to tuition centre. kids are reali hyper.. they wanna share alot of stuff tt happened in sch with you. "you know today in sch hor, blah......" hahaha so cute. and "teacher can we play game, can we play hangman".. hahahaha it's tirin.. but quite fun... hahahhaaa

Afterlife.

2010-04-23T23:26:00.000+08:00